Thursday, January 15, 2004
I just msged dear Tabby to ask her how's she now...poor kid, feeling quite miserable now. But i muz say she truly inspired me. Let mi share wif all out there who needs a bit of inspiration & encouragement in the pursuit of the one whom u love...
Tab's been in love with this guy fren of hers since sec sch, i still rem the days when the CC gang have to hear abt her go on & on abt how he helps diz old lady up the bus everyday, how good-looking he is. Somehow, she got to know him, she happened to go into the same JC as him. Since he's 2 yrs older than her, now they're in NUS together, same fac. They're so fated, like as if everything is planned out for them, but he apparently did not show any special feelings for her. To him, she is his veri veri good fren. I understand how Tab's feeling now, imagine hearing the guy u lyk confide in u abt the ger he's interested in, & worse still, that ger is sum bitch frm our sec sch!
Today, Tab told mi she dun wan to be miserable anymore. She wants to tell him her feelings for him, and wadever the outcome, she can't care anymore. She juz have to get it off her chest, even if it means risking their frenship. But wad frenship is it if one have to be so miserable, everyday putting on a happy face & pretend nothing's wrong? Tab, i always thought i was the brave one in CC, but until today, i realise, i can't muster up the courage to do wad u r gg to do. You have my full support ger, go for it. Hopefully u'll be much happier after u tell him, wadeva the outcome...
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* xuan * listened
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