Tuesday, March 30, 2004
Juz read finished Minyu's blog...and I feel I realli need to add sumthing to it. Sumtimes when we feel dat we are sinking deeper and deeper into a bottomless pit..it's understandable dat we can't stop ourselves in time. But it's also true that we have a choice..to try to stop ourselves in time, or to let ourselves continue falling. Falling in love is no big deal, but falling in love with the wrong person IS a big deal, esp sumone of a totally wrong age. Pple always say to follow ur hearts...but after a few setbacks, I learnt no to follow that quote blindly...because...the heart is not right all the time. K...i tink i'm beating arnd the bush or stg. In short...Min, I'm in no position to say anything la...but I hope u'll make the right decision k?
Anw...today's another bad day (which sch day isn't?). Had double period wif 2N3...gave dem a test. But one good thing is after I marked finish I was veri happy dat Zhenhao passed lor (even though the rest failed...) Then at the end of the day when he came specially to ask mi abt his results...I showed him his paper (i gave him a "very good" chop beside the marks)..den he look so happy u noe!?! I'm so happy too! *GrInZ* Then after classes wif 2N3..I had 1N1. Wah kaoz...totally sucky man. The boys were making a hell of a racket...and my soft voice is not helping lor! Then when I can feel the smoke coming out frm the back of my head, that bunch of "helpful" gers... start using books to fan mi, frm all directions. 6-7 squikey gers tokking to u to "siao qi" at the same time...it's surprising my ear drums never burst. the next lesson wif dem I noe wad i'm gg to do liao...learnt frm Minyu...I'm gg to walk out of the door and slam it hard on those idiots! Hahaha!
Then it came to my darling 2N1. When I made dem settle down, gave dem test paper, surprisingly they realli quiet lor! It's been ages since I can achieve that standard! Then as usual lar...I expected it liao. James, Li Mei and co. were trying to ask each other for answers at the back. I stopped dem many times but I'm not surprised if they managed to get a few across la. But well...it's not included or anything so I juz try my best to keep it minimal la. Then I noticed my darling Edwin sitting by himself..I walked over asked him wad happened. He looked up, gave mi a not-so-happy look, den say they all copy liddat I nv stop...it's unfair u noe? Wow...it's the first time I heard Edwin tokking liddat...so I shouted at James they all to stop it cos it's not fair u noe!? Ok...Edwin's not amused. Imagine...the life of my lessons, today look so seriosu and pissed...it's no wonder I get sian too. Then I tried to cheer him up but no use. Imagine...juz this morning he walked pass mi he say "teacher later i try to snatch bottles frm u again ok?" den gave mi the cheeky smile. Sigh...den when I was looking through the discipline book...I tink I found out the cause of his unhappiness. He's booked today during music lesson! Apparently for using vulgarities or stg...please please please dun suspend him...otherwise my class will be SO boring! Den naughty boy Leonard suspended liao...haiz...
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