Wednesday, April 07, 2004
Super bad day today...sometimes I realli wonder why am I holding on to this job when all it brings is stress, stress and more stress. It's no wonder dat Angie says I look 24 when she saw my fotos I juz uploaded..super sad case man. Today went into 2N1 and was lyk quite sick of the whole class..they simply act lyk science period = free period. Can u imagine how demoralizing it is !?! I feel so sick of everything...realli. And also another thing happened dat affected my mood quite badly too lar...but not too convenient to say here...altho a few of my frenz will noe wad (or who) I'm referring to. Then went into 2N3..even though it's half a class, it's still as bad as ever. And I tink I totally give 2N3 a totally "I cant stand u idiots" look, maybe that's the reason why quite a few of my students actually went over to Minyu's class..so u can imagine how even more I'm depressed...they'd rather get out of my class and join another class. Wad type of useless teacher is diz may i noe!?! Actually I cant realli care if 2N3 listens la...they can all go over if they wan to, since they dislike mi so much...if onli Minyu dun mind (hint hint), I'll gratefully hand over the whole lot to her...even Zhenhao. I'm juz so supper depressed I'm seriously tinking of quitting and getting another job. I mean, how much time do I have left rite? Shld make use of the remaining time to learn other stuff. And maybe den...I'll be smiling more and frowning less. And maybe by then I'll look my age, and not 4 years older...
Anw today witnessed the first public caning in my whole entire life, this boy frm 2N2 la...luckily not my student or else I sure cry one...Actually the whack dun look too hard seriously...so I guess it's not TOO painful I hope. Also, I'd finally finished setting the sci mid-yr paper, but tmr have to start setting the class test 2...when it's supposed to be next wed! I'm super super stressed man...I need a divine angel to appear in my life and save mi frm all this!!! And when I finally went to buy my canes to bring to sch...my mother tell mi teachers are not allowed to do so...I was lyk, wad the .......! Where's my divine angel???
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* xuan * listened
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