Sunday, August 01, 2004
WAH LAU! Finally diz thing can work man...dunno wad's wrong wif my computers...lyk never fail to have so many problems. Alot went though for the past few days I din blog but I can't possibly write all down, I've a short-term memory. Went out wif YY, Gwen and TP on Wed, den wif Jes, Xin and Min on Thurs for Mean Girls....Great show... The way those girls bitch & plot against each other is plain scary, but I guess dat's how it'll be lyk in the working society...kinda wish I'll never have to go through such hypocrisy. Anw yesterday had been a super super bad day for mi... It's been so long since I'd went though so much changes of emotions in one single day...
Yesterday was the 2nd day of O Week and the games played wre "fear factor games". Happened that Eileen and mi were supposed to work together wif this 2 other yr 1 councillors to be station ICs at this station. At first they seem ok to work wif...until the freshies actually arrived. Wah lau...they act as if they 2 are the onli station ICs arnd and take charge of everything! They din even let mi and Eileen give sum constructive suggestions...in the end the whole station became so messy and the freshies all also not sure of the game. Aaaargh...nvm...the more I tink of those bossy women the more my blood boils...
Then nvm...my mood was already so bad liao, my stupid OG mates have to add on to it. We went NYDC for tea, had desserts...I got one choc mudpie and even poured ALOT of Tab's remaining choc syrup onto my mudpie. I'd never been a choc person but dunno how cum yesterday juz felt lyk eating the more chocolatey the better...Maybe it's cos when one's mood is bad, chocolate can make one feel happier...read sumwhere in the magazines. In the end...all the cheerings and overdose of chocolate cause my throat to be damn pain today. Ok ANW, all was ok at first when we were eating... Then dunno how cum they started the pairing of mi and TM again. Bloody hell...I mean, I dun understand how cum they cannot sense my frustrations...do I look lyk I'm enjoying it for good ness sake!?! Anw the game got out of hand and I was so bloody affected by them I went to the toilet behind and started crying. Din noe wad came over mi, but I juz feel veri "wei qu", lyk even my own frenz who noe mi frm sec sch or JC oso joined in the fun. Being frenz for so long and they cant sense it when I'm realli at my ultimate anger. I dun tink I can tok to those guys normally for quite sum time now...
Went S11 wif Tab for dinner after dat...were bitching abt pple...guess I was in a really ultimate bad mood yesterday so juz gotta let off steam. Then Andrew called mi to settle today's outing, felt so much better after I told him abt dat incident...He was saying how come the guys in my OG play so childish games one. Den he also say how cum TM not gentlemanly enuff to stop after seeing dat I'm v irritated by it... That's why! Nvm...I tink abt them I'm disgusted again. Such a great buddy man Andrew...
Anw going to meet the 27/02 guys later for dinner at Esplanade...they say wad wan to watch fireworks... dinnoe guys also go for such stuff...haha... Anw dunno if the next time I wan to blog the com will be ok... So juz to let all my frenz noe...I'm not blogging not cos I dun wan to update k...it's cos of my stupid com... take care to all!
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