Tuesday, September 07, 2004
So Busy... Tired... Yet Excited & Touched
The beginnin of the week felt lyk it's all over the place with simply nothing in the correct position. Or maybe they ARE in the right position but I'm juz too messed up now to see that. There seems to be so much untouched readings to do, so many projects and group meetings for not juz one, but 3 modules. Then I went for tuition juz now in the evening and it's a terrible experience. I swear I din noe wad I was teaching her and the usually bright living room seems all gloomy and dull suddenly. I even raised by voice at her at the beginning cos I was so frustated suddenly when she cant rem such a basic concept. In the first place her bloody sch teacher din even give them a strong foundation on A-Maths, and it's simply impossible at her present state to catch up. Just because they're frm a Normal Acad class doesn't mean they should get any less attention from their teachers...and since I onli started teaching her diz yr, her O'Level yr, I realli dunno how to help her. It's lyk skipping pri sch and letting sumone do sec sch work. I badly wish I could pass her to Andrew...I cant take the stress anymore, with all the schwork piling up on mi...tuition is becoming a chore. Budden...it'll seem to irresponsible if I juz throw her to him at the last min...aaargh...save mi.
Ok...next, for the excited part. Finally, after dunno how many yrs, I can finally celebrate my birthday properly without having clashes with tests, prelims or wad not. But there's another problem...my so many grps or darling frens are taking so much trouble to organize bday celebrations for mi, I'm truly touched...but it cums all at a time, makes it seem lyk even more activities to my already screwed time-table! But hey...I'm not complaining...love all of u.
I was especially touched by Jo and Cryst who took time and effort off to "plan" my bday celebration...this will be a realli memorable one. They're so sweet... suddenly msged mi juz now to ask mi to call them now to conference call. Apparently they came up with a proposal (yes...really a proposal!), on an itenery of our activities on this weekend. Day 1's plan, staying over at Cryst's hse. Go for a late night movie den go to a realli nice pub to chill out. Stay out real late and den go back to her place to chat and chat. (And I added to give Mel a makeover...hehe). Day 2's plan, go Sentosa for the day, play beach volley, check out cute guys... haha. And I truly wonder how I can drag myself to sch the next day for tutorial at 10...luckily it's not a whole day sch thing...juz an hr.
Then next sunday going to YY's place for stayover wif Gwen...to celebrate our 3 birthdays together! Cant rem when was the last time we actually did that... the last few yrs was juz a slip-shot affair wif juz meeting up for lunch, exchange presents...and bye. I cant wait! Then tmr meeting the Cedar Badminton team to celebrate mi, YY and Ning's bday...realli touched they actually took time off for this meet-up...though I tink i'll be in a super bad shape by den cos tmr I'll be rotting arnd in sch...and dat's when I'm most vulnerable to tiredness and zzz. Damn...but I realli appreciate all their efforts...thanks babes...love u all. *MuAcKz*
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* xuan * listened
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