:: Follow The Voice In Your Heart ::

We are the keepers of our own heart.

So what is it about following the voice in your heart?

Some hear the voice but are deaf to it...

Some listen too much to the voice in their head,

they ignore the one in their heart.

So just what is it about following the voice in your heart?

Just ask the keeper of this blog...

The keeper of her own heart.

*the keeper*

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:: Xuanwan ::
:: 12/09/84 ::
:: NUS undergrad ::
:: FASS ::

*loves *

:: my family ::
:: andrew ho ::
:: badminton ::
:: bubble tea ::
:: babies ::
:: singing ::
:: sleeping ::
:: slacking ::
:: surprises ::

*moodswings *

*wishlist *

~~:: finish the whole series of Sex & The City ::~~
~~:: to enjoy whatever modules I'll be doing next sem ::~~
:: not be kicked out of NUS and have to go sell bubble tea ::
:: rid the world of nasty jerks ::
~~:: to get out of boring S'pore for holiday! ::~~

Thursday, October 28, 2004

Slap mi....slap mi man... I was juz trying my luck my on-ing my laptop in my aunt's hostel, my room...where the wireless reception is supposedly veri low... I got connected... oh my god... I still cant believe it. So I better lower my volume... my aunt do not allow mi to stay up late.

Had my last soci tutorial today... felt quite sad when the lesson is over. Not dat I love soci dat much, nor dat I'm in love wif the tutor or wad not. I juz simply hate "the ends"... Damn... den the tutor gave us lollipops aft lesson sumore. Imagine dat... after every sem u'll hafta experience another session of good-byes. The system is damn cold-blooded man...

Anw learnt quite alot of interesting stuff in soci tut today... let mi share it wif all. On the topic of gender, have u ever wondered why is it that boys are masculine in nature and gers feminine? Scientists use our genes to argue dat it's inborn. But sociologists have found out that our sexual traits are not inborn, but are in fact, learnt. Since young, imagine a scenario in a playgroud. When a little ger falls down and cries to her mum, she will be coaxed and "sayang-ed", but when a little boy does dat, the mother will say "boys do not cry". It shows dat we behave the way we do (guys masculine and gers feminine) because we are taught so since young. Sociology has in fact found out dat there are sum minority tribes in the middle east and African region that have women being veri aggressive and men veri emotional.

Ever wonder why is it that in the reproduction process, the egg remains still while the sperms all swarm around it and the strongest will emerge the winner? This scenario is compared wif the real world, whereby the female is expected to be docile, and it's the men who will try their veri best to win the woman's hand. Women are not supposed to go after men...

We always say that women in the middle east are being oppressed by men in dat they have to be covered frm top to toe, but who is the ones who are realli oppressed by men? Western and asian women... we dress sexily, try our best to get the perfect figure (frm all the slimming centres emerging), put make-up etc etc... all for who? Now we see... who is the one realli oppressed by society...

Interesting stuff... soci realli adds complications to simple stuff... Altho I tink it's realli interesting I'm still contemplating if I shld major in it... scared my head burst... simple stuff hafta tink in so many diff perspectives. Anw I'd made a decision on sumthing veri big... and I'm going to do it tmr! Took mi alot of courage to agree to give it a try man. So exciting, but at the same time scary. So... if I succeed, I'll share my joy wif everyone on my blog... and if I dun write anything abt it anymore... erm... den dun ask la... Good Luck Xuan!!~!~!~!

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* xuan * listened
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