Friday, October 08, 2004
Wad's it lyk to be 20 and toks lyk u're at least 30? Ok I noe it's perfectly acceptable for one to have high ambitions, it's good actually... but dun u realise u're juz 20!? How much youth does a person have? And you're using ur youth bothering abt adult matters. Ok u say u wan to gain experience, but isn't diz a bit too much? It's not as if ur family needs the money desperately or wad... On top of NS, give tuition... ok acceptable. Then work in a pizza place, make pizza? Ok... experience rite? Shareholder in sum credit card company, investing in selling clothes now, going to set up an online 'soon kwey' delivery website, tinking of starting a tuition facilitator job... and even best-er still, ambitioning to take over Mr Bean at AMK Central and build a cafe in it's place... Workable u say? I see how u work till u die ar! You tink u superman ar!? It's no wonder u got fever at 37.9 degrees yesterday... who else can u blame but urself!? By the time u start uni, u'll look 30, by the time u graduate, u'll look 40. I find that there's juz a gap btw us now, it doesn't feel the same way tokking to u b4, lyk tokking to a close buddy. You seem so much older now... it's almost as if we're not tokking on the same line anymore...
Sorry to all, I'm juz venting my frustrations out above... so actually can ignore dat part. Came back less than an hr ago, after shopping whole day wif Jo... legs wobbly and hands trembling now. Gers are simply incorrigible if u actually tink abt it sumtimes. I bought a veri nice yellow top frm BYSI! Den I gotten a haircut today! Hehe... mi and Jo the rich tai-tais... so fun! So... we went to take neoprint on my new haircut cos I'm veri sure the next morning when I wake up the hairstyle will be back to normal... so take to commemorate oso fun... I specially changed into my new top lor... cos wad I wore today is realli... cannot take picture one... disgrace. Then we juz walked and walked until I almost slept in the changing room of the shop Double Index... I swear I'm not lying on dat! I was leaning on the wall wif my eyes closed when Jo accessed if the top look good on mi anot. That's how tired I was... but after dat we went to have ice-cream la. Sigh... if onli everyday is liddat. Den we start to reminisce abt our JC times, wad was our first impression of every single one in Catas, brought up sum alomost-forgotten jokes and luff at them again... I almost wished I could go on tokking wif her for the whole nite man.
It's weird isn't it? there are sum frenz whom u seem close to, but sumhow there'll be juz this handful whom u noe will stick by u for a v long time, these are the ones who bare their true self to u, and hide not even a single thought frm u. The rest juz seem close to u on the surface, but u noe deep down, they may be comparing wif u for sum things, and u noe u can never depend on them when u need help, or even, when a guy cums into the picture... To all my true frenz... hope we'll stay as close as ever for many many many years to cum k?
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* xuan * listened
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