:: Follow The Voice In Your Heart ::

We are the keepers of our own heart.

So what is it about following the voice in your heart?

Some hear the voice but are deaf to it...

Some listen too much to the voice in their head,

they ignore the one in their heart.

So just what is it about following the voice in your heart?

Just ask the keeper of this blog...

The keeper of her own heart.

*the keeper*

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:: Xuanwan ::
:: 12/09/84 ::
:: NUS undergrad ::
:: FASS ::

*loves *

:: my family ::
:: andrew ho ::
:: badminton ::
:: bubble tea ::
:: babies ::
:: singing ::
:: sleeping ::
:: slacking ::
:: surprises ::

*moodswings *

*wishlist *

~~:: finish the whole series of Sex & The City ::~~
~~:: to enjoy whatever modules I'll be doing next sem ::~~
:: not be kicked out of NUS and have to go sell bubble tea ::
:: rid the world of nasty jerks ::
~~:: to get out of boring S'pore for holiday! ::~~

Thursday, January 27, 2005

Why is it dat there's diz chinese phrase dats says "the higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment"? Dats precisely was happened to mi... aaargh. Cos apparently I told Yvonne, one of the clerks in NVSS, dat I'll be free on Wed and Thurs to do relief. Ok great, on Tues nite, I already prepared my teaching clothes at the side, and went to sleep early, having high hopes my fone will ring at arnd 7am for mi to go down for relief. I woke up at 11.30. No fone call for relief. Then on Wed nite, I decided dat the chances of mi being called up is veri slim. 50% chance of a teacher calling in sick. Then apparently Joyce made her free days Wed and Thurs as well (!#$&^!), chances dropped to 25%. And then I juz found out frm Michael he's not doing long-term relief now, dropped to the same ranks as mi of waiting for a daily relief job. 12.5%. Ok... forget it then. I din prepare any clothes for teaching, and was playing wif my comp for the whole nite till 5 plus am, den went to slp. 7am, my fone rang twice but I couldn't wake up. Thanx... I juz gave up $ 65 today.

I mean... I was so fully prepared for wed relief and I wasn't called. Then juz when I played comp for the whole nite and slept at 5 u ask mi to go for relief. Not funny. Ha ha ha. It's weird isn't it? Now dat u tink abt it, many things usually happened when u least expect it to, and when u expect sumthing to happen, it doesn't. We all watch drama serials dun we? Be it korean, jap, chinese or english or wadever... Picture this familiar scene. Girl A is veri excited abt gg to diz high class party where she'll be able to meet many eligible bachelors, and tries to persuade her fren, Girl B, to accompany her. Girl B says she dun lyk such events and had to be persuaded so hard by Girl A, before she finally agrees to go, reluctantly. Girl A goes to the party filled wif veri high hopes of meeting sum prince charming, while Girl B tags behind her and smiles onli when she has to. Wad happens next? Yeah... Girl B is the one who meets THE ONE. Typical fate and chance plot.

But well, there IS sum truth in it... so mayb we shld not always plan beforehand abt everything, maybe everything will fall into place nicely if u'll juz let it. Maybe studying veri hard for diz module is not so good... u'll be expecting to get an A and u'll be so upset if the results turn out to be a B. Maybe u dun study so hard for this mod, and expect a B- or C. Then u happen to be lucky during the exams and gotten a B+ or an A instead... u din expect it... so u'll be so over the moon! (Ok, juz another of my warped reasoning for mi to be excused frm studying... haha) Ok wadever it is, I tink we shld place our expectations sumwhere in the middle, not too high, not too low. So manybe next Tues nite... I shall not pack my clothes yet sleep early... maybe that'll halp abit... maybe...

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* xuan * listened
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