:: Follow The Voice In Your Heart ::

We are the keepers of our own heart.

So what is it about following the voice in your heart?

Some hear the voice but are deaf to it...

Some listen too much to the voice in their head,

they ignore the one in their heart.

So just what is it about following the voice in your heart?

Just ask the keeper of this blog...

The keeper of her own heart.

*the keeper*

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:: Xuanwan ::
:: 12/09/84 ::
:: NUS undergrad ::
:: FASS ::

*loves *

:: my family ::
:: andrew ho ::
:: badminton ::
:: bubble tea ::
:: babies ::
:: singing ::
:: sleeping ::
:: slacking ::
:: surprises ::

*moodswings *

*wishlist *

~~:: finish the whole series of Sex & The City ::~~
~~:: to enjoy whatever modules I'll be doing next sem ::~~
:: not be kicked out of NUS and have to go sell bubble tea ::
:: rid the world of nasty jerks ::
~~:: to get out of boring S'pore for holiday! ::~~

Thursday, February 10, 2005

I seriously dun wan to blog these few days, much less abt such a topic during the CNY season... but I juz read this blog apparently arrowed at mi and I juz cant stomach it down. I cant care less anymore. I noe that u're changing ur blog add cos of mi, partly of fully, I dunno and I dun care. I agree dat it's amazing how 2 pple who used to be so close end up so different... pple grow and have different views on different issues, and apparently ours clash, hard. Abt the beginning of ur entry, I guess it juz shows how close we are huh? If I'd said dat exactly same sentence to sum other frenz, they'll most prob laugh it off after scolding mi a bit...apparently that's how close we are. It's true that pple becum close frenz due to certain circumstances, being in the same class and wad not, but many of them manage to break that boundary and remain fast frenz even after they get seperated to diff schs, diff classes, but apparently it's not the case for mi and u.

Ever since u went NTU, u changed, so much I cant recognize u anymore. And I'm not the onli one who says so... It's always guys guys and more guys, you wan to tok abt frenship wif mi? I can safely say I definitely hold frenships in a much higher regard than u do... at least I dun put guys over frens on my priority list. There is juz so many things that we cannot meet eye-to-eye to, I dun lyk the way u do things, the way u handle relationships, and I noe dat u dun lyk mi tinking of u liddat... and it's fine now, cos most prob I wun have a chance to start picking on u abt stuff, and u can cleanse ur ears frm hearing my disapproval remarks... I believe u have many frenz whom will "take u back when u disappear or when u get too carried away", and obviously I'm not one of them. And all of my close frenz are those we'll accept my views and critisism, and none of them does things that is socially disapproving, lyk toying wif the feelings of pple... I juz cant stomach all this.

And to think abt it, thanx so much for writing that entry abt mi, so dat I can finally write out wad I wanted to say long time ago but din wan to cos of courtesy. I dun tink I can pretend to be fine anymore, we're still in contact cos we're in the same clique, not becoz we are close. In fact, I tink I dun belong to the clique anymore the day I got retained. You can go crying to them and act the victim, show them this mean entry and let them all condemn mi. I dun care. Apparently we mean juz this much to each other. Good luck in ur life... I shall move on. 2 pple wif diff views juz cant agree on stuff, juz like 2 parellel lines will never ever meet.

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* xuan * listened
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