:: Follow The Voice In Your Heart ::

We are the keepers of our own heart.

So what is it about following the voice in your heart?

Some hear the voice but are deaf to it...

Some listen too much to the voice in their head,

they ignore the one in their heart.

So just what is it about following the voice in your heart?

Just ask the keeper of this blog...

The keeper of her own heart.

*the keeper*

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:: Xuanwan ::
:: 12/09/84 ::
:: NUS undergrad ::
:: FASS ::

*loves *

:: my family ::
:: andrew ho ::
:: badminton ::
:: bubble tea ::
:: babies ::
:: singing ::
:: sleeping ::
:: slacking ::
:: surprises ::

*moodswings *

*wishlist *

~~:: finish the whole series of Sex & The City ::~~
~~:: to enjoy whatever modules I'll be doing next sem ::~~
:: not be kicked out of NUS and have to go sell bubble tea ::
:: rid the world of nasty jerks ::
~~:: to get out of boring S'pore for holiday! ::~~

Monday, April 11, 2005

Had a very fulfilling day yesterday... went for my Bollywood dance after missing a few weeks, it's getting more and more fun, and the participants are getting more hyped up and into the "Indian" mood. And now Dulcia joined also... was telling Jes it's so funny, I'm joining the thing wif one J1 fren, one re-J1 fren, one relief teaching cum NUS fren, and her NUS cum Soka frenz. That's how one's social circle grows I guess. Cryst was saying that now she would have met a lot of my other frenz. Den sumore she and Dulcia both St Nicks one... one yr her senior. So fun!

Den after that I went Harbourfront to study... wun say it's super fulfilling, but also cant say I never do anything, cos at least I managed to read through and understand one whole chapter of SC2101... on "sampling". Then I went to Bugis St to buy this container juz for storing beads and parts. It's this big rectangular container with many many compartments inside, so can put all my earrings barang-barang into it. I wanted to buy 2 juz in case, but one already has so many compartments, and guess wad? It's not enuff!!! Maybe cos I go buy all the rubbish beads frm all over the place. Now hoping dat this trip to China will cum across such beads shops. Sumtimes I wonder I go China wif my parents is to play or to go on a "business trip"... cos usually I only look forward to the shopping part of the trip, and especially keep my eyes wide open for anything that has prospects of having buyers back in yahoo auctions. Ok that's besides the pt... pt now is that my earring parts are all neatly kept in a big box now, and not all in small packets and stored in a big paper bag. Anw toking abt Bugis makes my blood boil... walked past the Sasa area and WTH... they're having this autograph session. Guess who!?! Bloody hell... our dear runner-up for S. Idol. I really really cant stand that untalented and totally wannabe "star"! Anw the scene there is really small fry compared to the usual type u see in shopping centres, for other stars. There's enough space for his fans to sit on the floor lyk obedient kindergarten kids looking at their teacher. And WTH... there are 2 gers standing behind him using papers to fan him la... skinny LOSER!

Singing class is good! Compared to last week whereby I walk in with a super black face, one that can be compared to Justice Bao, and had that face on for the whole session. Btw it confirmed was PMS last week cos I kena that thing right after the class. Today I was all smiles and damn hyper in class, even though they started late, lyk an hr (!?!), due to delay frm the previous class. And when we were supposed to present our song... the "grand teacher", who is the teacher of our teacher, came out and listened to us. Then after everything he commented on every one of us, our weakness, our strengths. So happy... I got the least weaknesses and most strengths... but that does not mean no weakness la. He said I concentrate so much on hitting every correct note I seem veri tensed... and he said since I'm already able to hit all my right notes I should concentrate more on how to add "feel" into my singing. Haha... and then he commented that the song I sang so old liao, why the hell am I singing such songs, at this age. Not that old wad... I prefer to refer to it as "classic". "Bie Wen Wo Shi Shui"... ring a bell? I tink almost everyone will noe wad's that song once they hear it, even if the song name may not ring a bell. Anw I'm kinda irritated wif this ger in my class... she's sec 5 this year, and whole day dress so jap pattern... looks very wannabe. But no, that's not the reason why I was irritated wif her. Cos everytime we need to present song she'll sing either Jap or Korean song, with funny jap dance moves. Then today the "grand teacher" and teacher decided to secretly record our voices while we were singing using their powerful sound devices. Then when they played it through to let us listen to our own voices, hers sounded so kiddish and high-pitched. Then so the teacher told her her problem, and told her maybe it may be caused by the songs she choose to sing, cos apparently jap singers sing with that kinda voice. (which explains why I always hated jap songs... especially pop songs... those gers sound more lyk they're shrieking than singing. Then nvm... after that she keep laughing and saying she sings lyk a baby. Then after the lesson she go up to ask the teacher how cum her singing sounds lyk a baby. Wah piang... explained already you still wan the teacher to explain again. And she seems quite happy of the fact she sings in a baby voice. Ok sorrie... I seem to always have sumthing against pple... not exactly an easy, nice person to please.

Oh ya and I missed out on one important pt. Received KP1's msg today while I was at Bugis, abt our presentation today. The arrangement is such that onli 2 of us, out of the whole grp present, which I tink is quite fair since the other 2 gers did a lot for the project la. So of cos the presentation comprises of all our different parts. Either KP1's maths failed lyk shit, or he purposely wan to take advantage of kind mi. He msged mi, say today's presentation I do the front part (which is the 2 gers' one), den he do his part in the centre, and I sum up with my own part and conclusion. HELLO!? Is it juz mi or does it seem lyk this arrangement means I'm presenting 3 pple's work and he presenting 1? But since it's the LAST tutorial of this module, I really juz heck care already and "barked" at him in my reply... stg lyk, "wah lau so ma fan, it's quite obvious either u do first half I do 2nd half, or the other way round. Change here change there for wad?!" Then he replied "but I already did notes for my part". Bloody hell... big deal ar? You wan I can make notes for the whole presentation ar... in the end he said we discuss tmr when we meet before tutorial. I'm in SUCH a good mood now... he better tink twice abt wadever he say or do tmr, cos we've reached the end of the sem, enough of this plastic smiles behind menacing faces... I dun have to see u for tutorials anymore, and even if I see u, it'll be in canteen or sum OG gathering. And even so, I am not obliged to put on a nice front anymore. Try to antagonize mi I'll brutally bite ur head off. On 2nd thoughts, no... I dun wan to ruin my beautiful set of teeth... cos most prob his head is hollow... my teeth's more important.

Damn long entry on "My Sunday"... haha, sounds lyk a primary school type of topic.

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* xuan * listened
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