Tuesday, May 31, 2005
I dunno why the hell am I doing this... and I totally hate myself for doing it. I feel lyk giving myself one tight slap now. I'm hopelessly pathetic and I noe I deserve to be shot for it... and the worst thing is that I cant help it! I dunno wad's wrong wif me! I dunno wad's wrong wif me at all... not at all... at all...
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@ |5/31/2005 04:55:00 AM|
Wad a long day... and now I'm snuggled inside my nest in my thick blanket... flu got worse... the result of wearing a halter out shopping when u are already sick. No choice... had to look good for my so-called interview. Anw it went well... tink I might take it up... quite long to elaborate abt wad it is abt here. Anw my "bro" was damn cute la... accompanied me there then when the lady asked me in he wanted to follow me and the lady shut the door on him. Hahaha... in the end he had to sit outside and wait. Thank goodness it wasn't a scam or anything... won't be as stupid as those girls out there who gets cheated so easily. Haha...WJ slimmed down alot... ok not really the case cos he has always been on the skinny side. But now skinny and toned la... like Jerry. So funny... was nice talking to him and learning abt new gossips as well as the well-being of the others... generally ok but not so good for one or two. Learned quite alot of stuff abt the culture in Brunei as well as the culture of the NS life in Brunei. Told him I'll see him in NUS when sending him off to the station... haha.Met Dul right after that for shopping... and for once she is decisive and very quick in picking out what she wants! Haha... so she had a fruitful shopping trip. She bought the really nice half cardigan from Osmose, it's really pretty and they were having this 20% off storewide! She bought a lime green one. And I was deciding shld I get one too, cos the white one we saw the other day was really pretty too! But the Far East branch had no more of the white one so we decided to try our luck at the Wisma one. And I bought it! It's something like, if u like it u buy it... if you hesitate and decide to think abt it a while more, it may already be snapped up.Sometimes I think it's sumthing lyk in r/s. When a really good guy/girl comes by, you should really just grab him/her. Stop thinking that a better one will come along. Becoz maybe a few years later when you want to take him/her back, he/she might already belong to someone else. And it'll be way too late for regrets. Ok weird... been quite some time since I started my love theories... maybe cos was talking to Dul abt it today over dinner... haha. Ok... I need tissue again... *sniff* *sniff*
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@ |5/31/2005 02:30:00 AM|
Sunday, May 29, 2005
I'm sick..... was feeling quite bad when I woke up this morning, with a slight sore throat, runny nose and a heavy head... and now, slight fever. Tink it's the result of strong air-con, thin blanket and alcohol. Bad bad combination. All this happened in Cryst's hse... had a stayover there wif Jo.Really wanted to go Eskibar, heard abt it frm Dul... and it sounds interesting! But Cryst tinks it's stupid... so next time I'll go alone wif Jo... we made an agreement abt it on the train ride home. And they actually wanted to "nua" the night away at Cryst's place... were getting too comfortable to move. But at abt 10 plus gg 11, we realised there's realli nothing to do at home, so we headed down to town for a midnight movie. Wanted to watch Monster-In-Law but the next show was at 1.45... and Cryst din wan to watch the "Animal Show", according to Jo terms. So we juz sat at the Lido benches and tok and tok and tok. And den at abt 3 we went to 7-11 at Far East to get alcohol (my idea... bad bad idea) to go drink at Cryst's place. And guess who we saw? Jerry. Hahahaha.... he called out this ghostly "Joanne" sound which freaked us out. Stood there toking a while... and there's onli ONE conclusion to make... NS DOES change pple. Our weird and a bit eccentric Jerry frm JC actually seem nothing but sane yesterday. Hahaha...Den anw we went back to Cryst's place to wash up and drink... haha, pathetic alcoholics. Ok actually it was juz mi and Jo. Having a good time drinking cos the Vodka tasted good! After dat Jo said that her head feels a bit light... and after dat, I also felt the same thing. Onli difference is that my face is red as a cooked lobster but not hers. Wanted to take fotos to put up but yesterday all of us looked lyk shit... so.... Anw was telling Jo stayovers are not fun anymore... we shld tink of new stuff to tryout...Having lunch wif my "bro" tmr... he's back frm Brunei for a while and will be gg back soon. And anw I was supposed to go for this advertising (or so I tink) firm appointment... and Dul was saying it's not safe to go alone as there's many companies that are out to cheat u of ur money. Great... I made WJ to go wif mi after lunch... haha... brother's are meant to be bullied. I'm still sniffing away... who will wan to hire mi man... better go drink lots and lots of water...
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@ |5/29/2005 11:47:00 PM|
Thursday, May 26, 2005
I'm running out of shows to download... The OC has been done... juz waiting for mi to slowly watch each episode. SATC is sorta done too... helping Tab dl the missing episodes in Season 4 and 5, and she's helping mi dl the missing episodes in Season 2. And after we're done, and exchanged, we're done! And now I dunno wad to dl... bleah...So used to having many ongoing downloads in my limewire it suddenly feels empty to have onli one or 2 downloads. Anw I searched the net for nice romantic comedies... and I realise many sites ranked older shows the best romantic comedies! And one show which a number of sites ranked as no. 1 is "When Harry Met Sally". Tried dl-ing but the file is so damn big, it's too big to fit into a normal cd-rom. But I realli wan to watch it... any of u gers out there happen to have the vcd??
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@ |5/26/2005 03:33:00 PM|
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
I am SO happy! Juz as I was telling the gers yesterday dat after I "moved" to my new shop, I haven had any business (own frenz not included)... and I juz received an e-mail for a new order frm a new customer! Now I'm out of my depression... brain came to a standstill for a few days, had tried to make new earrings for the past few days, but everytime I try to do so it's staring at my boxes of beads and closing them after a while... dun have the urge at all... no new designs in mind at all. Even thought of stopping for a period of time, since there's realli no business. Now I got the urge back alr! Not so disheartened afterall! =P
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@ |5/25/2005 11:23:00 PM|
There is something DAMN wrong wif Limewire... my downloads are all stuck! Lyk all of them having this "Need More Sources" or "Waiting For Busy Hosts" or they may be downloading... but at 0 kb/s. Bloody hell... and cos of dat I'm stuck at SATC... my season 2 is ALMOST complete, all thanx to ep 15 and 17. And wad now... I'm totally stuck, so either I start to watch my downloaded movies everynight, or I can start wif The OC... which I did. Watched 2 episodes of season 2 last nite... and talking abt piracy, we were juz talking abt it at Kim's juz now...Went to visit poor Kim in crutches... poor ger had a knee op not long ago... we bought yummy food frm Chomp Chomp and had dinner at her place. As usual... there was much laughter and fun everytime the gers get together. And it was so nice and comfy, juz sitting there and talking wif them... abt juz everything, like, who will be the first to get married (with alot of us proclaiming "it will definitely not be me!"). We also talked abt wad are the nice stuff to download nowadays... and surprisingly it wasn't Liza wif all the answers, but Kim! Poor ger had to stay at home all day long... her onli entertainment, before us, had to be TV. Hahaha! Then we talked abt frens' bf/gf, we gossiped abt frenz (mostly their frenz cos CJ and ACJ seems to have alot of frenz in common... AJ has nothing much to gossip abt... and now, even though I noe none of their frenz... I alr noe dat Person A is so-&-so pattern, Person B is a bloody jerk, Person C cmi but flirts arnd, Person D cries all the time... and the list goes on). We gossiped abt the "Twiggies", term made up by Liza... which included Lindsay Lohan and Nicole Ritchie... and Kim had magazines to prove them. And we go "eww" and "yucks" and wonder how can anyone give up food? And Liza was fascinated by this battery-operated pink toy motor-bike and was riding it on foot... while Shih and Fang tried to take fotos of her, so dat we can use these unglam fotos to blackmail her in future whenever she tries to be mean to us. Haha... it was juz so much fun, juz sitting there in the living room, a group of gers, talking.I'm realli glad I was thrown into this OG, the pple in it are great! (Minus the GUYS) I couldn't imagine being in an OG where everyone are lyk having diff frequencies... like Wendy & Dul were saying dat day abt their OG last time, when I was telling them abt Kim's bday celebration... they were saying, "wad OG!?" cos apparently their OG had all the wierdos... maybe cos it's Sci Fac? Oops... but at least both of them are not wierdos... otherwise we wouldn't be in the same clique in the first place... haha. Was telling Cheryl we shld realli have a sleepover one of these days... juz like this, and talk all night long. And that will definitely NOT be a prob cos apparently almost all of us are turning into owls... Liza said she doesn't see the sun anymore, she sleeps at 6am, and wakes up at 4pm everyday, Kim is almost on the same schedule, and so am I. And dat nite MS came to tok to mi on msn cos he said he cant slp and there're not many pple on his list who're still online at this time of the night... morning I mean. And after half an hr, he said "Ok u win, I'm gg to bed now" Wahahaha! I win!!! (ok, cheap thrill) And that was almost 4am alr. For sum reason I am juz more awake at night. I can NEVER study in the day... for sum reason I cant explain. The feeling is juz not there, and sumhow I juz feel veri lethargic in the day, restless and feel lyk gg to bed. But when it's night, I'm lyk so awake and not the bit tired. I like studying realli late into the night... where the whole house is quiet and everyone's slping (I on the radio though...). And nowadays... I like to make my earrings in the night... lyk 4-5am... when suddenly the creative juices start to flow. But wad MS said is constantly stuck in my head... he warn mi say gers that slp late age faster... and it's realli scaring mi, cos I heard it frm my aunt before too. But i cant help it!!! If I am to get into bed early, I'll juz toss and turn until my usual sleeping time... which is such a waste of time... might as well use it to do other stuff. Oh dear... I'm gg to look 30 soon... 21 gg on 30... NO!!!!!!
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@ |5/25/2005 12:55:00 AM|
This is juz for my frenz... not gg to share it with anyone else... haha...
Sigh... would realli love to go on a midnight shopping spree but dun tink my dad will approve of dat... to Jo & Cryst... maybe we can bring forward our sleepover date to tmr?? hehe...
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@ |5/25/2005 12:37:00 AM|
Monday, May 23, 2005
I juz watched finish a realli touching show... and I was so close to tears. "Uptown Girls" is abt how this 22 yr old ger and an 8 yr old ger teach each other abt life, and helped each other grow. It's a great show... well at least there's a moral to the story... unlike the usual chick flicks. And all along I thought this show is juz sum comedy abt a little ger and her nanny... great show... one of the better ones I'd downloaded... and I tink this is realli the latest I'd stayed up since hols started... better get into bed before my dad finds out...
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@ |5/23/2005 05:52:00 AM|
Your True Sign Is Taurus
I KNEW it! I always knew I'm not a Virgo at heart... I mean, I've alr failed the most basis trait of Virgos... of being neat and tidy... ooooooh..... juz look at my room....
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@ |5/23/2005 04:18:00 AM|
Sunday, May 22, 2005
Am so bored now, here in my aunt's place... finished being an ice-kachang "mei", by making bowls and bowls of ice-kachang for all my relatives... together wif my other ice-kachang "mei", my sis. Den suddenly thought of this thing I wanted to blog yesterday but was too tired to...Things frenz abandon frenz for...1) The no. 1 deadly crime, and most common one... abandoning ur frenz for ur bf/gf. These pple ought to be shot! "I need to meet him later", "I need to spend the day wif him", "I need to buy food for him"... and Tab was lyk saying, "the guy no hands no feet ar!?" Great balance, Tab! Ok I'm not being mean here... but it IS possible to reach a balance btw time for bf/gf and frenz. I'm not asking u to place frens before ur future spouse... but can u not place us THAT low in ur priority list? No wonder Jo was saying the interview in Newpaper abt uni guys generated a response of uni guys need their gfs to clean up their rooms for them, and if they are unattached, their mothers wif cum clean up for them. 70% of the uni gers interviewed said that uni guys are whiny and needy. So I am not the onli one wif this thinking... Great...2) Studies. You'll be surprised... at how many pple out there willingly abandon their frenz for their precious books. I asked a fren at the beginning of the year, when the group of us met up for an outing... "so, when's the next time we'll have a meet-up again?" She din even tink twice, and said, "June lor... after my exams." And that was in Feb... And this fren is not the long time no see kind... is the kind where the grp of us will meet weekly, or on a fornightly basis. I was shocked... and now another one is abandoning her frens for precious darling books...3) Guys. Pls note that this point is totally different frm the 1st point. Gers under this point need not be attached. But for sum reason, whenever there's guys in the picture... say goodbye to ur ger frens. Example... u organize this outing... this ger says she cant make it... den u say, "oh, so-and-so will be there too (fill in the blanks wif wadever GUY name u wan". And suddenly, she says she may be free afterall. Scenario 2, this ger is forever late when u all meet up, den suddenly, during outings dat involves guys, she is the first to appear. You can be pretty certain this kind of ger is the type dat will turn u down for dinner, if she is also asked by another guy for dinner.... even though he may ask her after u have alr asked.4) Sleep and TV. This is a much milder case, but still worth mentioning. I can totally understand cos I tink I fall into this category... These are the frens who will turn down a gathering for reasons lyk... "I have a date wif my bed" or "It's the last episode today... and I wan to be home to watch it!" or recently... my fav phrase, "I wan to 'nua" to home la..." I noe it's wrong to abandon frenz for slp and tv... but if u realli wan to pull frens of this category out to meet u... add in this realli desperate tone and pleading voice... stg lyk,"If I dun go out shopping today I will DIE!!!" Hahaha... ok kidding... I'll juz ask u to go ahead... Anw, couldn't tink of anymore stuff dat frenz abandon frenz for... so far onli met these few kinds... and dats bad enuff alr k... So super sian... shall go home to 'nua' on my bed later when I go home...
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@ |5/22/2005 09:55:00 PM|
Saturday, May 21, 2005
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. |
Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it. |
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. |
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
Now I learn sumthing new... never knew I was afraid of marriage... but overall... it's really rather true... can try it !
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@ |5/21/2005 12:19:00 AM|
Friday, May 20, 2005
Juz came back frm dinner and shopping wif my family! We went to my parents' all-time favourite store... Timberland, to shop. Why? Cos apparently they're having a 30% off sale now, and plus the 25% off for members, we'll be having 55% off. So they were lyk, if u see anything nice, juz buy ok? Then I was lyk, but even after discount it's still so damn ex... and they'll be lyk, it's for the quality... Ok fine... since I'd never bought anything everytime I went wif them, so I looked thro and see if anything interests mi la. And I bought this realli pretty heels frm Timberland! Yes... HEELS. Not the girly high heels la... a small little heel... and they're SO DAMN BLOODY comfy!!! It's gg to be my shopping heels frm now onwards... I always have a prob wif shopping heels... wan to wear high ones but will ache after a while... but dun wan those no heel ones cos den not elegant anymore. So now... I found the perfect pair!!! Also bought another comfy flats to bring to China... cos I noe dat my usual slippers dat I wear in S'pore will juz kill mi in China... slippery and no protection... highly possible to slip off when I'm walking on the edge of a mountain... and I'll be barefooted... on a mountain... *shudders* Anw I wun say how much it is in total... Haha... Anw my mum and my sis bought the same sandals as mi... the one to go China... same pattern but 3 diff colours... den we went Food Court for dinner together... feels quite funny cos it's been realli long since we actually went out, whole family, and eating together at a food court! Cos usually it'll be lyk, one or two of us dun feel lyk gg... or sumtimes all 3 of us more interested in sleeping than Timberland or Tangs. Den we had ice kachang and soursop jelly together... so nice!Going shopping wif Jo tmr... she juz ended her exams! Finally... I had such a craving to go try on alot of clothes... had been shopping online everyday, can see cannot try... such a terrible feeling! Haha... Oh ya, and Tab came my house to be pirates... slowly burning SATC Season 1 and 2 for her... den she'd alr burnt her Season 3 for mi... we are incorrigible... and I also burnt those movies in my comp for her! And now she's complaining she lyk got alot of movies dunno where to start.... hahahaha. Holiday's GREAT!!!
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@ |5/20/2005 10:47:00 PM|
I went KTV again!!! This time wif my best duet partner PZ... juz the 2 of us... we sang duets until we got so super high and feeling damn powerly shiok. It sounds damn crazy, but we sang "yuan dian" lyk 7 times and "chuang wai" 6 times... to fine-tune and perfect it... the way we perfected "zhi neng bao zhe ni"! And we were juz saying it doesn't matter it's 2 gers singing a male-female duet... cos even if we sing wif a guy, it also wun be as nice... cos wad's realli important in singing a duet well is the chemistry... how one complements the other. SO shiok... but tmr will be nua-ing day again... I juz LUV being a pig....*OINK*
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@ |5/20/2005 12:16:00 AM|
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
The Sonnet Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf) Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed? Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.
Your exact opposite:Genghis Khunt Random Brutal Sex Master Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so. You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls. ALWAYS AVOID: The 5-Night Stand, The False Messiah, The Hornivore, The Last Man on Earth CONSIDER: The Loverboy I knew it... I juz know dat babies love mi... I love babies too.... AWWW!!!
Try it here... http://www.okcupid.com/oktest
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@ |5/18/2005 06:51:00 PM|
It's not safe to go out anymore... I go Compasspoint and sumhow will bump into students... so I took care everytime I'm gg there... at least, dun wear too market shorts and auntie tops there. Then I decided I can also go Rivervale Mall... it's more ulu and much smaller than Compasspt... and I bump into even more students there. So now I became more alert and take a detour everytime I see a student frm afar. And then..... I can also bump into students at Harbourfront. Was having dinner wif SK at the hawker centre and I realised got this group of pple frm the other table looking over... and I looked up and there... students again. Not even my students... those sec 3s last yr dat I sit in to relief... and luckily, since it was not anywhere near my place, I din look too auntie and bad. And since they said hi, I had to acknowledge them. And I juz came back frm Rivervale Mall... saw students again... coming out frm the arcade... I walked the other way. *FAINT*It's not safe to go out anymore... =(
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@ |5/18/2005 06:17:00 PM|
You are a water girl. You are flexable and very
nice. You are quiet so people who don't know
you thnk you are weird or just mean and high
and mighty like. You aren't though. You like
to have a good time and you also just like to
relax and just enjoy the stars.
Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls onlybrought to you by
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@ |5/18/2005 04:16:00 AM|
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Watched "How to lose a guy in 10 days" last nite on my comp... it's good! Funny at many parts... haha. Anw... was out for dinner wif Tab... sushi again... when I juz had sushi wif Dul the day before. And then after dat it was still early, so we din wan to go home yet... wanted to find sum place, sit down and have ice-cream. Guess wad... we finally realised dat there's absolutely ice-cream place in Sengkang! Not in Rivervale Mall, not in Compasspt... den we set our sights further... and we realise, not in Hougang Mall, not in Heartland Mall. Ok... so we decided to go NTUC, buy a tub of haagen daz, and go to the void deck to finish the whole tub and talk! It was veri fun... juz dat there wasn't Strawberry flavour, which happens to be both our fav, so we gotta make do wif Strawberry Cheesecake floavour. It's so nice to have a fren living near u! Haha...Gotta go for bollywood dance again later... they changed training to every tues eveing... so sian... and now dat we learnt the full dance alr, we run thro a few times last Sun... in the end my arms ached on Mon... feel lyk I'm doing aerobics or stg... well, sum of the steps realli feels lyk aerobics.... haha...
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@ |5/17/2005 01:49:00 PM|
Monday, May 16, 2005
New website is up! New banner to link to my site... courtesy of dear Liza! So pretty!!!
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@ |5/16/2005 03:50:00 AM|
Altho I have no job and is bumming arnd at home... I dun feel the least bored or feeling empty or wad... cos I have so many things to occupy myself wif!To-Do List:-Download finish Season 2 of The OC den can start watching all at one go- Watch finish Season 2 of SATC, Season 1 is done (yippee!!!)- Hurry get the Season 3 and 4 of SATC frm Tab - Watch finish the movies (eg. Along Came Polly) I dl-ed on the comp and then... dl even more!- Enrol for Salsa classes wif Winnie (frm my TS prac)- Read finish my novel borrowed frm the library (it's the onli one of dat author's books dat I haven read)- Read this month's Cleo... bought it juz now for the fun of it, and realise I dun have time to actually sit down and read thro it cos I'm always in front of the comp nowadays...- Go for more KTV session! One of the must-haves is gg wif PZ, she's the onli one I like singing duets wif!- Go for more tai-tai shoppings! - Churn out more pretty earrings and get more publicity for my shop online!- Sleepover at Cryst's after Jo finish her exams!- Go have fun in China, heard frm my mum one of the places we'll be gg is juz at the border of Russia or stg liddat... so cool I tink...- Will tink of more in time to come....Going to watch SATC now!
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@ |5/16/2005 02:56:00 AM|
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Went out wif Wendy & Dulcia today for KTV! My 2nd KTV session since the end of exams... went on Tues wif my TS prac frenz. Anw we became quite high after dat, cos we started choosing all those fast and shouting songs to sing at the end... so mi and Wendy were lyk standing up and shouting our voices hoarse... Dul din get high though... her darling came to meet her for a while and she went out to tok to him... left mi and Wendy to lose our voices...Anw juz found out frm Wendy dat Esplanade has free outdoor live rock band performances every fri, sat and sun! She was meeting her fren today to catch it and we juz tagged along... they're good! Realli good... the guy's voice damn power... and he got the audience singin along wif him! Anyone interested to go wif mi next week? Plus, the ambience's realli nice, facing the sea as a background, merlion in the far distance... and the lights seem realli pretty in front of the dark nite sky... highly recommended.I learned a new theory frm Wendy today... I juz love Wendy, she always seems so joker, always laughing and stuff... but her theories always makes sense. She said dat when an ugly guy is buddies wif an ugly ger, he'll treat her as his buddy always. But if an ugly guy is buddies wif a pretty ger, they'll most prob end up together after a while. Dats lyk realli true... cos we were sitting at Haagan Daz (sp?) having our yummy ice-cream and pple-watching... at least I am la. Den I noticed so many couples consisting of a quite pretty ger and a realli cmi (looks and build) guy. Ok... I'm not superficial k... maybe dat guy is realli nice to her.... but it juz shows dat Wendy's theory does make sense! And then we're back to the same conclusion... guys are so superficial... haha.
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@ |5/14/2005 01:40:00 AM|
Friday, May 13, 2005
Got this frm Jes's blog... dat realli worths quoting:"I realise that crushes are one thing, love is another. It take sth to make me have a crush on someone but it takes Eons and a lot a lot to make me love someone" -- Jes
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@ |5/13/2005 05:34:00 AM|
I noe this is gg to make mi sound realli loser... but juz half an hr ago, I'm hooked onto online relationship forums... overseas ones at least. I tink it muz be the nightly episodes of Sex and The City, plus, I had a realli long tok wif Weichang (frm my TS prac grp) abt r/s, and even told her abt my past crushes. It sounds damn weird to tell a fren abt all these... after having trashed out the slightest possibility of any good guy left in the world, and having this impression dat r/s dun last etc etc. And I find dat after I talked to her abt the past, the younger days when "love" seems so romantic and a fantasy to many, including myself, started to cum back... and the feeling is so strange. I used to have so many dreams abt a romantic r/s, having to be wif a guy I realli love, to be happily married ever after. Wad happened as I grew older? Sumwhere along the way... I became more realistic, pragmatic and practical....And I decided to search for relationship forums online, to bring back the inoocent schoolgirl days... And if u got the correct ones... they are realli good! Dun click on the trashy ones... crap. I started reading on threads wif topics abt relationship problems... there's this long one wif this ger saying her love problem, and asking for opinions and stuff. And the stuff pple post are quite good... sum are realli good advice. And after reading thro a few long threads... I'm brought back to my younger days... where it's so much simpler. You have a crush on this guy, u tink abt him all day... in sch, at home, even when u slp. You tell ur frenz all abt him, how cute he is and he smiled at u and stuff... I mean, it was all so innocent and simple... my crush smile at mi, I'm floating for the rest of the day. If he actually toks to mi, I make sure I repeat my story as many times to as many the number of frenz I have. Now... dun tok abt wad will I do when my crush smiles at mi... in the first place it's so darn hard and almost impossible to develop a crush. Issit my age? Am I too old for such stuff? Ok, and let's say u realli have a crush. Instead of finding out who he hangs out wif, whether any of his frens overlap into my circle of frenz... I will try to find out where he cum frm, and den try to calculate whether he has a promising future ahead of him. Best if I can find out wad kinda family backgrnd he cum frm. Ok... dat sounds too realistic and unromantic? But I juz realized dats wad became of mi now... Maybe it's also cos of the number of broken r/s I witnessed over the years... the number of "promising" couples breaking up... the number of guys I thought were "good", who turned out to be jerks. It's juz so disappointing and depressing.I'm not putting off the thought of the possibility of having a pure romantic, and everlasting r/s... juz dat......... dat will be SO DIFFICULT...
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@ |5/13/2005 04:45:00 AM|
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
I tink I'm seriously watching too much shows (downloaded)... I had a realli bad dream last nite.. and I tink my frenz are so gg to laugh their heads off when they hear this. But hey... many pple have the most ridiculous dreams k...I dreamt dat I was held captive under this ger (who happens to be the bitch in "Bring it on again"), and it was sorta a cult or stg liddat. And to prevent being abused or even killed by her, I have to pretend to be one of her "sisters"... so which means on the surface I'm acting lyk I'm so gum wif her, when behind her I'm plotting how to escape. And guess who else is in the same plight as mi? Miranda and Samantha frm Sex and The City. (Dun ask mi wad happened to Carrie and Charlotte... I cant control my dream) So the 3 of us were plotting how to escape frm the evil woman, and got one part Miranda even secretly came to mi and told mi she received a rescue e-mail and we discussed how to escape, when the evil woman came in. Den I was SO bloody scared u noe!? Den at that time my alarm clock rang (at 12pm), and I was sorta half-awake liao... den I rem being so panicky and scared, and I can even tink "nvm la, juz wake up den I'm free la..." Which is wad I did la...Ya ya... laugh laugh... This is the result of watching 2 episodes of Sex and The City right before I slept last nite... This is so ridiculous....
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@ |5/10/2005 11:28:00 PM|
Ok ignore dat last post... I am getting more and more confused. I decided dat whichever name I choose I will make one person happy and the rest not, cos it'll mean I din choose theirs. So, I decided dat I shld be confident enuff to pick my own name. But since I have zero creativity, and being the one who loves all dreamy pastel and sweet stuff... cheesy mi decided to look up on flower names. So... I'm still hard at work on my research... juz ignore the last post...
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@ |5/10/2005 02:25:00 AM|
Monday, May 09, 2005
---SOS---
Listen up all my dear frenz... ur fren here (ME) , desperately needs help. MS is making a new website for mi and I've to tink of a new name for it, cos apparently the old one sounds lyk an irc nick or stg, according to him..., which actually I tink so too la. So here are sum suggestions and I seriously need u all to vote for the one u tink is best.
Ok actually I was tinking of changing the whole name, and have a brand new name... but sum of my frenz feel dat if I've been using tomato for so long, pple will noe mi by it. Changing everything will mean starting from scratch again. But there are also sum of my frenz who feel dat tomato has nothing to do wif earrings at all... so.... I'm realli in a fix. Pls pls pls vote... Here are the collated suggestions so far:
1) tomatomink
2) loolymink
3) autumnillusion
4) winterillusion
5) pastellusion
6) thelobe
7) earringlicious
8) dreamdaisy
9) lasignorabella
So.... pls pls pls vote asap.... otherwise MS will realli scream at mi for being so troublesum...
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@ |5/09/2005 11:38:00 PM|
Sunday, May 08, 2005
The rest of the fotos of Kim's bday celebration is up on my foto gallery. Juz click on "Memories" on top. Or juz follow this link: http://kim-bday.mypicgallery.com/
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@ |5/08/2005 01:31:00 PM|
Having a realli bad headache now... but if I dun blog now I'll prob be too lazy to blog tmr. Juz came back frm the wedding dinner... a wedding in which I dun even recognize the bride, supposedly my cousin. And ya, I was sitting at the same table as dat ger, who was my tutorial mate, den now found out to be my cousin. *FAINT* And guess wad? I juz found out I have realli cute cousins... As in, saw this guy frm afar, wah, finally I see a cute guy in such a long time... and den turn out he shares the same surname as mi. *FAINT AGAIN* Well, as Shih said, at least I have good-looking relatives...(uuurgh!)And then the mother of dat tutorial mate cum cousin of mine, is a big trumpet blower. She was lyk telling my mother, "my daughters can blah blah blah, my daughters went to HCJC, my daughters this, my daughters dat". And den after she found out dat I'm single, she started to ask her dear daughter to bring mi along for their church functions everytime, got alot of ACS boys there... and she juz keeps gg on abt ACS boys. Thanx for ur concern, firstly, I dun tink it's right to go church for the sake of making frenz, and secondly, I do not lyk ACS boys. She's realli the ultimate trumpet I tell u... And I tink my mum controlled for too long at the dinner after we're out of the place she start to say abt my father's side family, how big-mouth is dat auntie of mine, abt how cum all the cousins frm my dad's side all look so ugly (!?!), and dat the 3 of us were lucky cos we gotten her side's genes. Hello?? Everyone juz now were commenting dat my bro is good-looking and he looks exactly lyk my dad! And my mum juz had to go on and on and on abt how my dad's side the pple all face so small, face so flat... and my dad, being the usual nice guy, juz kept quiet as she rantled on and on abt it to the 3 of us, as we tried arguing wif her dat her argument has alot of flaws in it. I mean, she's juz bias la. Pple lyk to talk big and act lyk a bitch u also dun hafta follow suit wad. Aaargh... in the end the 3 of us were so pissed wif her...Now I realli kena a big headache, and my sis also... mine was since the dinner itself, hers juz started. I tink I realli need to get to sleep now... my head feels lyk it's gg to burst soon...
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@ |5/08/2005 12:35:00 AM|
Saturday, May 07, 2005
WAD THE HELL... my parents juz came back frm the tea ceremony and my dad asked mi if I noe this person frm Arts... and jialat man... I tink she was in my SW class first sem. She is my cousin!!! This is the trauma you'll hafta go thro if u dunno the pple frm ur father's side of the family. I'm fainting... hold mi, hold mi... Next time I'll take extra note of pple having the same surname as mi... bleah~
Anw here's sum of the fotos we took yesterday at Kim's bday celebration! The poor ger had sore eyes due to her contact lenz and thus this sight. And notice she's wearing this feminine top, and skirt! Wahhahaha!!!
How can anyone not love Kim? Haha...
Anw I'd gotten such a pleasant surprise when I checked my e-mail yesterday. For so many nights of being disappointed after opening my e-mail, I received 2 new orders today, from strangers!!! And one of them even asks if she can buy wholesale from me. Woooh!!! Imagine if she's selling them sumwhere else, and engages mi as her supplier... haha. Ok... finally my shop is receiving sum publicity. I mean, but I really wan to thank all my frenz for supporting my site, by doing whatever they can to help. And I finished my business talk wif MS online last nite... he was telling mi to give him the information he will need for the new site, den he even gave mi a few good suggestions and tactics to increase business! Anw he asked mi to raise my prices la... say wad, price indicates quality... but I'm not a "jian1 shang1" I dun wan to price them way too high up, although wad he says does make a bit of sense... maybe I'll take dat into consideration... haha...
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@ |5/07/2005 03:30:00 PM|
Friday, May 06, 2005
Hey babes, LISTEN UP!If you tink you've met the worst, go check out this blog: http://brosebyname.blogspot.com/
This is the greatest assholic bastardy jerkish gorilla, frm NUS sci fac, critisizing everyone and everything except for himself. His latest post kena bombed lyk hell... I mean, he's lyk a pot calling the kettle black! Critisizing NUS pple when it probably din occured to him dat HE is part of NUS too...Go kick his ass babes....
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@ |5/06/2005 04:09:00 AM|
I tink I am getting realli good at earring-making... so good dat I spent the last 2 hrs completing just ONE side of the new pair I'm at now. But I'm so pleased wif the result... it's SO PRETTY!!! Complicated design... the skin at the tip of my thumb's coming out now... ewwwww.....And also... I spent the late afternoon making something so so so pretty!!! But as for this... details to be left for the next post... aaargh... so proud of myself...Anw, this complicated earring I'm making now is part of my new series of earrings... which is one of my most favourite type of earrings... the Bohemian Series... woooh.... So, pls do check back in a while... no, in a long while I mean... judging frm the rate I'm gg... haha...
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@ |5/06/2005 03:49:00 AM|
Thursday, May 05, 2005
I HATE the ending of Season 1 of the OC!!! Why does Ryan have to leave?? Why WHy WhY WHY!?!?!?! AAARGH!!! And why does Julie Cooper get to live in a mansion!?! Why WHy WhY WHY!?!?! Wad a sucky show.... aaargh!Moving on to Season 2....
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@ |5/05/2005 03:00:00 AM|
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
AJ beat AC AGAIN!!! Haha... and even better still, we beat them 5-0 this year, when all the while we've been beating them at a margin of 3-2. Stupid KW... say until lyk the AC teams damn good this yr and our team damn bad, when actually frm wad I see I tink the strength of the team is evenly spread out this yr... no super good ones, no super bad ones...I'll be finishing The OC Season 1 tonite... gg to finish the last 2 episodes later... den can start on season 2... and my whole season 1 of Sex and The City is almost done! Den I can start watching it... Tab came up wif this smart plan of sharing the workload btw the both of us, mi dl-ing season 1 and 2, she dl-ing season 3 and 4... 6 we both have alr, so we shall see wad we can do abt season 5. Anw we'll be burning our respective seasons for each other, and so, we'll have all the seasons with onli half the workload! So smart so smart... haha...Hey Tab, after we're done wif Sex and The City we shall see wad new series we can download again k? Haha... I'm seriously getting the hang of it!!!
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@ |5/04/2005 10:31:00 PM|
Watched finish 2 shows yesterday and today...Bring it on again is GOOD, Win A Date With Tad Hamilton is NOT.I cant believe I'm turning into a movie critic working frm home... guess I juz have too much time on my hands... and I'm spending so much time in front of my comp my eyes are feeling the strain now. Nvm... will get out of the house tmr to go support the AJ juniors for tournament against AC tmr... we beat them every year, and I sure hope we do again this yr... but KW said the team is damn bad now... so I'm onli praying for the best. We cant lose to our arch enemy! Aaargh... but well... even if we do, I wun be that affected la, at least we din lose when I was still in the team. Tmr is juz to support KW onli, god noes who the rest of the juniors are...Omg... tink juz finished watching Bring It On Again is causing this bitchy competition spirit in mi now... I shld go to slp... afterall it's 4.30 in the morning... *yawn*
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@ |5/04/2005 04:21:00 AM|
Monday, May 02, 2005
Check out the shoes at this site... they're absolutely SO PRETTY! But juz for viewing pleasures la... dun try clicking on the button "click to buy"... u might not be able to resist the urge of robbing a bank...
http://www.style.com/manolo/home_flash.html
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@ |5/02/2005 11:39:00 PM|
Jus watched finished Confessions of A Drama Queen last nite. It's amazing how it's so much lyk Mean Girls. The bitch in the show walks arnd wif her 2 sidekicks exactly the way the 3 bitches walk in Mean Girls. And then a new girl comes from another state, who gets bullied by them. The 2 shows are SO similar! And I juz realized that the new ger in both shows is Lindy Lohan... even the main lead is the same. Hollywood sure knows how to make money. But I cant complain, I had made it my point to cover as many cheesy romantic comedies for the holiday as possible... one down... more to go!
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@ |5/02/2005 03:41:00 PM|
Sunday, May 01, 2005
Ok let's see.... I am now finally able to watch avi movie files, and I also have 3 free months on my hands. Wad can I do?1) I'm now at Season 1 Episode 25 of The OC, 2 more episodes and I can move on to Season 2.2) Finish downloading the whole of Sex and The City Season 1, and then watching them all at one go. It's kinda ridiculous to have watched the whole of season 6, and not 1-5.3) Download many many cheesy romantic comedies I've missed since dunno when, for the times I was too lazy to go down to the cinema, or maybe, to part wif my $6.50... $7.00 now.As for option 3, can pple gimme suggestions abt nice cheesy romantic comedies to dl? So far these are wad I have, safely stored in my comp, but not watched yet.- How to lose a guy in 10 days- Confessions of a teenage drama queen- Win a date with Tad Hamilton- Along Came PollyAnd these are the ones on waiting list (I dun wan to flood my limewire system... they need to queue up)- As good as it gets- There's something about Mary- My Best Friend's WeddingAnd not forgetting my fav fav romantic comendy which I dl-ed very long time ago, but still safely stored in my comp...- 13 going on 30, one of the BEST romantic comedies ever!Ok... looking at my list so far... how much cheesier can I get? But hey, I got 3 months, I'm not working, going holiday onli for 2 weeks, I need entertainment. So... suggestions pls?
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@ |5/01/2005 04:28:00 AM|
