:: Follow The Voice In Your Heart ::

We are the keepers of our own heart.

So what is it about following the voice in your heart?

Some hear the voice but are deaf to it...

Some listen too much to the voice in their head,

they ignore the one in their heart.

So just what is it about following the voice in your heart?

Just ask the keeper of this blog...

The keeper of her own heart.

*the keeper*

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:: Xuanwan ::
:: 12/09/84 ::
:: NUS undergrad ::
:: FASS ::

*loves *

:: my family ::
:: andrew ho ::
:: badminton ::
:: bubble tea ::
:: babies ::
:: singing ::
:: sleeping ::
:: slacking ::
:: surprises ::

*moodswings *

*wishlist *

~~:: finish the whole series of Sex & The City ::~~
~~:: to enjoy whatever modules I'll be doing next sem ::~~
:: not be kicked out of NUS and have to go sell bubble tea ::
:: rid the world of nasty jerks ::
~~:: to get out of boring S'pore for holiday! ::~~

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

There is something DAMN wrong wif Limewire... my downloads are all stuck! Lyk all of them having this "Need More Sources" or "Waiting For Busy Hosts" or they may be downloading... but at 0 kb/s. Bloody hell... and cos of dat I'm stuck at SATC... my season 2 is ALMOST complete, all thanx to ep 15 and 17. And wad now... I'm totally stuck, so either I start to watch my downloaded movies everynight, or I can start wif The OC... which I did. Watched 2 episodes of season 2 last nite... and talking abt piracy, we were juz talking abt it at Kim's juz now...

Went to visit poor Kim in crutches... poor ger had a knee op not long ago... we bought yummy food frm Chomp Chomp and had dinner at her place. As usual... there was much laughter and fun everytime the gers get together. And it was so nice and comfy, juz sitting there and talking wif them... abt juz everything, like, who will be the first to get married (with alot of us proclaiming "it will definitely not be me!"). We also talked abt wad are the nice stuff to download nowadays... and surprisingly it wasn't Liza wif all the answers, but Kim! Poor ger had to stay at home all day long... her onli entertainment, before us, had to be TV. Hahaha! Then we talked abt frens' bf/gf, we gossiped abt frenz (mostly their frenz cos CJ and ACJ seems to have alot of frenz in common... AJ has nothing much to gossip abt... and now, even though I noe none of their frenz... I alr noe dat Person A is so-&-so pattern, Person B is a bloody jerk, Person C cmi but flirts arnd, Person D cries all the time... and the list goes on). We gossiped abt the "Twiggies", term made up by Liza... which included Lindsay Lohan and Nicole Ritchie... and Kim had magazines to prove them. And we go "eww" and "yucks" and wonder how can anyone give up food? And Liza was fascinated by this battery-operated pink toy motor-bike and was riding it on foot... while Shih and Fang tried to take fotos of her, so dat we can use these unglam fotos to blackmail her in future whenever she tries to be mean to us. Haha... it was juz so much fun, juz sitting there in the living room, a group of gers, talking.

I'm realli glad I was thrown into this OG, the pple in it are great! (Minus the GUYS) I couldn't imagine being in an OG where everyone are lyk having diff frequencies... like Wendy & Dul were saying dat day abt their OG last time, when I was telling them abt Kim's bday celebration... they were saying, "wad OG!?" cos apparently their OG had all the wierdos... maybe cos it's Sci Fac? Oops... but at least both of them are not wierdos... otherwise we wouldn't be in the same clique in the first place... haha. Was telling Cheryl we shld realli have a sleepover one of these days... juz like this, and talk all night long. And that will definitely NOT be a prob cos apparently almost all of us are turning into owls... Liza said she doesn't see the sun anymore, she sleeps at 6am, and wakes up at 4pm everyday, Kim is almost on the same schedule, and so am I. And dat nite MS came to tok to mi on msn cos he said he cant slp and there're not many pple on his list who're still online at this time of the night... morning I mean. And after half an hr, he said "Ok u win, I'm gg to bed now" Wahahaha! I win!!! (ok, cheap thrill) And that was almost 4am alr.

For sum reason I am juz more awake at night. I can NEVER study in the day... for sum reason I cant explain. The feeling is juz not there, and sumhow I juz feel veri lethargic in the day, restless and feel lyk gg to bed. But when it's night, I'm lyk so awake and not the bit tired. I like studying realli late into the night... where the whole house is quiet and everyone's slping (I on the radio though...). And nowadays... I like to make my earrings in the night... lyk 4-5am... when suddenly the creative juices start to flow. But wad MS said is constantly stuck in my head... he warn mi say gers that slp late age faster... and it's realli scaring mi, cos I heard it frm my aunt before too. But i cant help it!!! If I am to get into bed early, I'll juz toss and turn until my usual sleeping time... which is such a waste of time... might as well use it to do other stuff. Oh dear... I'm gg to look 30 soon... 21 gg on 30... NO!!!!!!

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* xuan * listened
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