Friday, July 01, 2005
Yesterday I said that "Something's Gotta Give" is on par with "13 Going on 30"? I take back my words... "13 Going on 30" is still a teeny weeny tad better. I got really bored today, had nothing to watch late in the night, finished OC, waiting for Tab's SATC, all my new shows are still on the way to completion. I decided to watch "Along Came Polly", which I saved together in the same disk as "13 Going on 30", the only 2 shows I "saved" before I rebooted my whole computer. It's good, any show that has Ben Stiller has to be good... he's funny! And in the show, he's funny yet really romantic. I loved the scene where he rubbed the peanut on the floor and ate it, just to prove he's willing to change for the girl. And then after the show it was just abt 2 plus, so I decided to watch "13 Going on 30" again, since it's in the same cd. And well... I thought by knowing the entire plot already I should be able to watch it in one piece... and yet I had to cry, at the exact same part of the show as the first time I watched it. It's a really meaningful show... and I really don't know why Jo tinks it's ok only... I'll give it A+++ if I have a chance to!
It's meaningful... after watching it the 2nd time I see the meaning even clearer now. There was this part where 'Jenna' asked her mother is there anything she ever regretted doing, or is there any time of her life she wished she could go back to and make different decisions, her mother thought a while, and said "No." And then it struck me... I dun wan to make any decisions in which I'll regret maybe 10 years down the road. I wan to be happy at where I am, who I am, or what I will be doing. But will it be as easy as it seems? We make wrong decisions all the time, it's normal. But what if that one single wrong decision you'd make causes your whole life to be changed entirely?
If anything, I made many wrong decisions before... and now and then when I tink abt them I'll be like, "I should have .....", "It could have been ......", "Maybe .......". But that is all. I'm happy where I am now. And next time when I'm going to make any rash decisions, maybe I should stop for a second and think of this show... because unlike in the show, there is no way I can go back into the past and relive my life in another direction again.
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* xuan * listened
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