Saturday, August 06, 2005
So Bloody Pissed...Just finished talking to my confidant... Miss Tab Lee. I am so so so bloody upset I just had to call someone and complain (cum cry). And I know so many pple will think it's kind of a ridiculous thingy to cry over... but I was really really upset ok!?
Imagine this... you got sick of your black hair and decided since it's been almost a year since u last dyed your hair u decided to get a dye today. And since the last time u dyed ur hair the colour cant be seen too obvious u decided to choose a brighter/lighter colour since it'll usually come out one shade darker. And then it turned out a bit brighter than wad u had in mind... like this:
Then u got quite upset but after looking at it a few more times in the mirror and having a fren (Dul) who tells u she wanted not to dye her hair ever again after a bad experience but after seeing my hair colour now she's tempted to dye again... u got used to it after a whole day and even kinda liked it.
And then when your parents came to fetch u home from town and saw your hair colour, your mum and aunt (who also happened to be in the car) started saying and saying about dyeing of ur hair. They start saying about how good ur hair used to be, in terms of texture and jet black in colour etc etc. And then also about how u ruined ur beautiful hair now by dyeing it, next time the texture wun be as good and the black hair that grows out wun be as jet black as before. And my aunt have to comment about the colour u chose, choose also choose a more sophisticated colour, now this colour so "ah-soh". It's not even like u wanted this colour! It just turned out to be lighter than what you expected, it's an accident!!!
So can all of u imagine how upset I felt? You were getting used to your new hair colour and even thought that it's quite nice, and they had to come splash cold water on you like that. And my mother's tone was like she's so disappointed in what I'd done... huh!? Then as I was gettin all upset telling Tab abt it on the fone my dad walked past and noticed that I'm crying, he was kind of puzzled abt what happened, and after he heard a bit of my conversation wif Tab he kinda got it. So he walked past again and said "dye also dye already, no need to cry one la". Then I got even more agitated I raised my voice saying "you ask Ma la! I dye my hair she also have to keep saying... I'm going to be 21 already I dye hair also have to get scolded!?!" Kinda surprised cos I v seldom blow up like that... I'd always been happy being protected and even accepted the fact that even when I'm 27 my parents will still treat me like I'm 16 due to their protective nature. But this is really the ultimate! Ok even if u din tink that my new hair colour is nice there's nothing that can be done alr so what's the point of saying all those things to upset everyone?? Aaargh, dun feel lyk toking to her for the next few days...
Anw I dunno issit due to my new hair colour or am I really just too bored, I told Dul when waiting for my dad, that I'm very bored nowadays... feel lyk getting a fling. Dul's eyes opened SO big (lyk even bigger than my eyes) and said a big "NO!" into my face. Then I said that but I'm quite sian of trying to find the stable guy, the one who's gg to be my husband... might be a good idea to find a fling while waiting for my husband to appear. She looked at me straight in the eye and said very seriously, the way a teacher reprimands her student... "XuanW, NO FLING! NO FLING!". Wah scary sia~. But was talking to Tab abt it just now... she seems quite approving of it... since it's just for fun, as long as I dun go too far, why not? The prob now is where am I going to find my fling... Hmmm...
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* xuan * listened
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